Unpretty?

I am extremely disturbed by all these young girls who are obsessed with their wieght and looks. Understandably no one is completely happy with how they look, but, you need to realizelife NOT a beauty contest is a strength and endurance challenge. There is nothing wrong with wanting beauty in this world, or wanting to feel good, however, a physical or emotional sucess is the most important feat to win or overcome. We all need each other, no weakness in that but you have to realize relying on only ONE thing in your life, you are missing out.

Ain't This Some $h*t!

Well, I am back! Long story short I lost my password. :-P Then my keyboard fouled up! As you all know I've been on bed-rest. I am getting better. The doc says a month and a half 2 months. I say sooner. I honestly can't take this shit. I have tried to stay positive, but I'm at my wits end. I think they forgot I'M paying THEM to take care of me. I dare them to see how long they can take living like I have the past year!I don't know what else to say except, hi. BTW, questions are always welcome.

Unrequited Love

 I'm just posting something that's on my mind. How do people deal with rejection? I mean a person can only take so much, I believe. I just want to find a man who likes my personality and yes, my looks. Cleopatrawasn't that ot really and you know she had one of the greatest love affairs of history. I think I may be a little prettier than she, if I may be so bold. I'm no Marilyn Monroe either but maybe somewhere in between.I know for a fact some of the greatest beauties of all time weren't size 2's either. So, I'm wondering if it's my personality I have to attention span of a 2 year old, I admit but if you get me going ona topic I love, I stick to it. I jokingly poke fun at myself, I never mean it harshly. I just love to joke around and yes I can be serious.I try not to take things lightly for the most part tho, unless the occassion calls for it.Thinking about it, I do want someone I'm physically attracted to, as well as emotionally and mentally, I don't want a sexual relationship without attachment, I can't do that. It's just not me. I think I tend to get attached too easily.I know it's said that that it'll happen when you aren't looking but, how can if you are constantly doing so? I think it's what I want the most is a relationship with a man that is so involved. I don't know how lucky I'll be tho.

Too Much Time

This morning I was awake by 7-7:30, yet I can't get up till 11. Lazy-ass mothers, I don't even take 5 mintues to get up. All I ask is to smoke and to get my shower early. I like it like that. I must be asking to much of these people Well this shit is gonna change once I'm mobile again! They WILL get my shower in by 10 am or I go to the administrator. That's a promise. Why is it every other worker except these 2 can get me up on time? I had to call the front desk the other day cos I had a "problem" cos they woudn't deal with me, I was practically balling. I shouldn't have to beg them for shit!  I tod the director of nursing the other day I would like up around 9 am It's a simple task really it takes longer to get my clothes and shoer thing ready, and that is quick. Either I need more patience or they need to get their asses in gear.

Photograph

I'm so bored today I'm uploading photos Mind you these pix are 2-2 1/2 years old. I'mm deleting a lot of them too, that suck ass. I love taking pix. I had more outdoor ones before I thought I'd run out of room and deleted them My idiot mistake. I have a bunch of sky ones left and cats which I haven't shown, don't wanna bore the hell outta ya That's about it for today, over and out.

My Pix

Just curious as to what photos you like best and if u wanna see more,I feel like I shouldn't post the one's with other people unless I have permission, just seems rude I don't have many goofy ones, maybe 2 The rest are experimental Lemme know what you think

Island Time

Ok, crazy idea I have but at least hear me out. I say we all of us into the paranormal, chip in to buy a BIG-ASS island. Less crime and we'd have our transportation to the mainland, not very far either. I think it's a good idea, of course it is mine :-P Maybe a bit idealistic but nice thought none-the-less.I'm thining somewhere, semi haunted to, so we don't get too bored. Our own little Utopia. I suppose ideaology runs in my family.As, some of you may know I have a ver interesting family history at that, that ties in with all this. However I shall save it for another time. Same CAT time same CAT channel!