Photograph

I'm so bored today I'm uploading photos Mind you these pix are 2-2 1/2 years old. I'mm deleting a lot of them too, that suck ass. I love taking pix. I had more outdoor ones before I thought I'd run out of room and deleted them My idiot mistake. I have a bunch of sky ones left and cats which I haven't shown, don't wanna bore the hell outta ya That's about it for today, over and out.

My Pix

Just curious as to what photos you like best and if u wanna see more,I feel like I shouldn't post the one's with other people unless I have permission, just seems rude I don't have many goofy ones, maybe 2 The rest are experimental Lemme know what you think

Island Time

Ok, crazy idea I have but at least hear me out. I say we all of us into the paranormal, chip in to buy a BIG-ASS island. Less crime and we'd have our transportation to the mainland, not very far either. I think it's a good idea, of course it is mine :-P Maybe a bit idealistic but nice thought none-the-less.I'm thining somewhere, semi haunted to, so we don't get too bored. Our own little Utopia. I suppose ideaology runs in my family.As, some of you may know I have a ver interesting family history at that, that ties in with all this. However I shall save it for another time. Same CAT time same CAT channel!

Disturbed

 I genuinely think I am losing my mind. I can't take my situation anymore. I don't know if it's just me or what, but I feel like I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. I sleep most of the time, or I'm on my computer like now. I have nothing to really look forward to. I feel like there is no end to this. I want a life and quality of life. Is that too much to ask? I just want to get back to what I used to do, go around town and visit people and places. All I hear anymore is people screaming or whining.I don't want to have anything to complain about, seriously, but right now it seems like all I do. I don't know if I'm feeling sorry for myself either or what.

Love Stinks

Ok, well I was told that by the guy I have feelings for that we're just really close friends. I'mm slightly bummed. I mean, I can handle that, kinda. It's better than nothing but damn, when is it my turn to be happy and find love? I realize it's give and take and not always roses, crap like that. I think for once I just like my feelings reciprocated. I'm not babe of the year but I have a personality! Unless I'm just too much trouble to deal with, I have no clue.

Clueless

Ok, starting to have doubts about my giving my crush a note. I'm half tempted to tell him to just throw the stupid thing away. Why is it everytime i like a guy, I start to freak out like a teenager, outta fear of rejection? I'm not wanting to put him on the spot or lose him as a friend, he means the world to me. I just wish I knew what to do. Any advice is welcome.

Love My Way

Sorry it has been so long since I posted last. I haven't had much to write about, till now. As one of you knows, I recently got in touch again with a high school crushh of mine. I did tell him I had a crush on him in HS, but I realized I still have feelings for him.I sent him a couple things in the mail yesterday for his birthday tomorrow, the 10th. One of the things I sent was a little note. I really can't remember everything I put, but the end was I miss you, XO's Brandy. I hope he doesn't think I'm a fruitcake. He did say to me the other night, he wished I lived closer cos he would visit and that I was his only true friend. I feel sad for him, but it's not pity that fuels me. What better person than a friend to have things evolve with? That's all folks.