Top O' The Mornin' and other such things

Happy St. atrick's Day! I just want to post some random stuff I was thinking of.  Yesterday I got to see the local parade and got bombarded by candy and beads. By the time I had enough I looked like I had flashed all of Bourbon St. Not that I'd ever beento NOLA. I've been trying to get my old friends, that I actually usedto talk to on Twitter, plus some new ones. I met some cute and interesting men, probaby ALL taken. I wish I knew what to say to spark some interest.

 As some of you know I do live in a nursing facility. Not that I'm old, just had a few health problems that are getting taken care of. Haven't really been out to socialize in almost 2 years. I really need to find a location where I can be safe AND where the action is. I find it quite hard to find a quality man under 50 in this place. I much rather date someone closer to my age. Prblem being I never know what to say as indicated above. As always, if there are and questions or comments, you know where you can post them, I welcome them. Have a safe and good day. Erin go bragh.

Long Road Behind

Well, it officially been 22 months and 22 days since I've had my initial surgery. I have been bed-bound for 22 hours a day since. my wounds have decreased in size, quite a bit. I have ma progress, slow progress, but it is, what it is. For those who don't know I suffer from skin breakdown, on certain areas of my body. Due to my own stupidity. That is in te past now tho. I always encourage questions to be asked about my blogs or comments, I respond to all to the best of my ability.

Unpretty?

I am extremely disturbed by all these young girls who are obsessed with their wieght and looks. Understandably no one is completely happy with how they look, but, you need to realizelife NOT a beauty contest is a strength and endurance challenge. There is nothing wrong with wanting beauty in this world, or wanting to feel good, however, a physical or emotional sucess is the most important feat to win or overcome. We all need each other, no weakness in that but you have to realize relying on only ONE thing in your life, you are missing out.

Ain't This Some $h*t!

Well, I am back! Long story short I lost my password. :-P Then my keyboard fouled up! As you all know I've been on bed-rest. I am getting better. The doc says a month and a half 2 months. I say sooner. I honestly can't take this shit. I have tried to stay positive, but I'm at my wits end. I think they forgot I'M paying THEM to take care of me. I dare them to see how long they can take living like I have the past year!I don't know what else to say except, hi. BTW, questions are always welcome.

Unrequited Love

 I'm just posting something that's on my mind. How do people deal with rejection? I mean a person can only take so much, I believe. I just want to find a man who likes my personality and yes, my looks. Cleopatrawasn't that ot really and you know she had one of the greatest love affairs of history. I think I may be a little prettier than she, if I may be so bold. I'm no Marilyn Monroe either but maybe somewhere in between.I know for a fact some of the greatest beauties of all time weren't size 2's either. So, I'm wondering if it's my personality I have to attention span of a 2 year old, I admit but if you get me going ona topic I love, I stick to it. I jokingly poke fun at myself, I never mean it harshly. I just love to joke around and yes I can be serious.I try not to take things lightly for the most part tho, unless the occassion calls for it.Thinking about it, I do want someone I'm physically attracted to, as well as emotionally and mentally, I don't want a sexual relationship without attachment, I can't do that. It's just not me. I think I tend to get attached too easily.I know it's said that that it'll happen when you aren't looking but, how can if you are constantly doing so? I think it's what I want the most is a relationship with a man that is so involved. I don't know how lucky I'll be tho.

Too Much Time

This morning I was awake by 7-7:30, yet I can't get up till 11. Lazy-ass mothers, I don't even take 5 mintues to get up. All I ask is to smoke and to get my shower early. I like it like that. I must be asking to much of these people Well this shit is gonna change once I'm mobile again! They WILL get my shower in by 10 am or I go to the administrator. That's a promise. Why is it every other worker except these 2 can get me up on time? I had to call the front desk the other day cos I had a "problem" cos they woudn't deal with me, I was practically balling. I shouldn't have to beg them for shit!  I tod the director of nursing the other day I would like up around 9 am It's a simple task really it takes longer to get my clothes and shoer thing ready, and that is quick. Either I need more patience or they need to get their asses in gear.

Photograph

I'm so bored today I'm uploading photos Mind you these pix are 2-2 1/2 years old. I'mm deleting a lot of them too, that suck ass. I love taking pix. I had more outdoor ones before I thought I'd run out of room and deleted them My idiot mistake. I have a bunch of sky ones left and cats which I haven't shown, don't wanna bore the hell outta ya That's about it for today, over and out.